Wait for Me there...

It was many months ago when I last saw you. I remember it so clearly that it pains me each and every day. You were my everything. You cared for me like no one else. You cared about the inside, as for the outside you could care less. My whole body ached for you. My whole mind was on you day after day and night after night. I remember the day you left. I remember when you were taken away from me. I remember that cold night; the night after you proposed to me. I can still feel your warm body against mine. I can still smell your clothes. I thought we would finally have happiness. I never expected that I would loose you forever.

It happened so quickly.

Before I even knew what had happened, you were on the floor lifeless and dead. My hopes and dreams had all been shattered in one moment. My mind was thrown into a whirlwind of pain, fury, and sadness. I felt the insanity push in. I felt so worthless and so emotionless. My pride vanished. My hope diminished.

I was so lost.

I had lost my love.

In the night I have prayed every night. I prayed that I might see him one day in heaven. I hoped that I could live on.

My love, wait for me, wait for me to come meet you there. I promise...it won't be long...